I hate the way I am feeling now.
Really, after so much fun, I realized school is going to open so soon. And because I've played so much, I feel so lost and uneasy for the fact that I had neglected all my work. I have completely no mood to start work by the way.
I don't know. I don't know what. I don't know anything.
I found out my brother used my MAC during my absence. Apparently, the Singnet people came last week and I gave my password to my brother because I wasn't at home to attend to the person. Least did I expect him to use my MAC during my absence in KL. I am so pissed. I talked to him about it. He didn't deny but I am so so so so so freaking pissed. He didn't even apologise and yet he can still laugh out loud at his cartoon. This is terrible.
Many of my friends thought I don't like my brother. Well, he is my brother after all. How can I hate him. But because our age gap is so big, I always find it hard to communicate or talk to him. He is very much spoilt, the fact that he gets whatever he wants since young. You know his handphone bill is so much more expensive than mine? I am often the bad guy at home because I don't want to see him turned bad. He likes to interfere with me and my friends when they came over to my place. It is irritating and weird.
Dino is right. If we were to ask his sister or brother out together with us, the feeling is just so weird for him. I totally agree. I am still pissed with my brother now. Recently I get pissed pretty easily. I want to have good anger management but don't know how to. Maybe after all, I am not meant to be an easy going person. I admit.
Boring Saturday afternoon.
