Friday, September 19, 2008

BFF

Sorry not me!

How will you define a BFF?
Here are some examples...

Someone who knows you inside out,
Someone who always know what you are thinking,
Someone who will be there for you anytime,
Someone who is truthful & loyal to you,
Someone who understands your problems,
Someone who never be calculative with you,
Someone who show enthusiasm & fun when hanging out with you,
Someone like Blair or Serena in Gossip Girl.

It's not that I don't want to,
but I don't think I fit to be anyone's BFF.
Anyway, I don't think I have the right to consider anyone as BFF,

Nowadays,
I have phobia on socializing
& doing work-related stuffs,
I am just afraid of them,
they freak me out,
and like always,
I am trying to escape,
to escape far far away,
to escape from as many people as possible.
I am not as enthusiastic anymore,
you all know it don't you?
For those whom I neglected,
I feel sorry for you.
Sorry.

I am trying very hard to work it out,
look at my accomplishments so far...







Socializing takes a lot of courage and compromise. I've did enough, and I don't want to go further anymore. Right now, I see the joy, freedom and comfort in escaping, I never thought I would enjoy being home alone, and with only my PSP and Gossip Girl. Stop pushing me so hard, I am afterall not BFF to anyone, so take me or leave me, it's your choice.