Saturday, June 27, 2009

Bye Bye 寂寞



Interestingly, my dad knock over the waitress's tray with bacon at Jack's Place yesterday. She was a timidly-looking Trainee and a new face of that branch we frequent. The manager came over to the rescue, apologised and exchanged for a new steak. I feel so sorry for the trainee, so I explained to the manager about it. I am not extremely proud of my doings but I wanted to share with you this because I haven't been a kind soul to people in the public in recent time- I enjoyed scolding ruthless drivers on the road and sounding the horn at them, they deserve it.

And oh ya, that following day after that home alone day, my dad decided to go Genting to look for my mother and brother. And tada, we hopped onto the car and left early in the morning. Initially I was quite relieved because I don't have to worry about all the household chores. In addition to that, my friends had been encouraging me to go since it is only for a day.

But I totally regret it the moment I stepped onto the "City of Entertainment", because I realised I have nothing to do there. Most rides in the theme park are more than 10 years old and I am sick of riding them. The shopping is not to my style and my parents and relatives are all in the casino. I spent most of my time emo-ing at my favourite hangout, the Bakery drinking coffee and listening to my ipod. A totally stupid mistake to go there la!

And for the first time, I complained to my mother about Mario yesterday. I thought she will say some good words for Mario but surprisingly she agreed and feel that we should not keep it for long. But we were so happy laughing together over how much lucky lucky Mario has brought us since day one.

I have phobia of being alone and feeling bored recently. Unlike most of you, having a good time on my own is not life's simple pleasure. I am aware of my insecurities and I think they are totally stupid, if only I can get rid of them. Now where is my motto of- Don't take life so seriously, have some fun and you will enjoy it?