I've decided to pen this down in the midst of my office hours. As you may have know, time to me has been very precious as I struggled with it ever since I started my work. As I recalled my carefree and routine-less life just a couple of months back, when I was still your flamboyant lead-actor friend from DCMD. "See, that's the problem right there", my mentor understood it all. I was too well-protected in the comfort zone of the DCMD family for the past 3 years.
I understand about the working world, about the potential office politics and how stress and unmanageable everything could get. You see, now that I am totally alone out there, it is only vital to be independent and courageously strong. Perhaps time will change, whether it will take half a year, or even a year and a half.
Because of the limit of time, I see no reason why I should spend my efforts on people who don't deserve it. Through these years, I've seen how the whole human relationship thing works and I simply cannot agree anymore with people who create unhappiness on others (usually the innocence) in return for their happiness/advantage. Call me thick-skin if you want but I must say I am a man of integrity and such actions is wrong and sometimes, inhumane.
So... what is life to you now? To me, it is just about passing off each day (for the next 2 years) and spare that thought about freedom and 100% enjoyment.