These few weeks I had really quite some time to think about many things in life, in my life especially, and getting to know more about myself.
妖艳
For many of you, you must be used to hearing this word coming out of my mouth. But there are actually many different explanations to this word and to date, I haven't really find my direct meaning of it in english, despite having looked through dictionaries and asking around.
I have gotten a lot of opportunities to meet up with new people, mainly friend's friends recently and I feel that the impression I gave to them may come across as a little too 妖艳, which isn't a very popular style. I think quiet and cool people are charming and give people a love at first sight feeling. So somehow I lose out in that way. But S told me that when people get to know me better and realized that I am not actually that 妖艳, they will even like me more, which I think is a goody thing. So in a way this type of style is risky to own.
Often, I tried my very best to be quiet and cool but it doesn't really last long. Soon, I will not be able to tahan anymore and all that signs will show. Maybe that's why I am always the best friend material rather than the boyfriend material. But at the end of the day, I want to tell you-
Just be yourself,
that will make you most attractive!
Hmm, I should try to talk about 妖艳 from now on, because maybe I am not la, later I keep saying until I really become 妖艳. Anyway, I have other friends who belong to the same category too, maybe Caster?
