You ask me "How are you?"
Is it only right if I tell you "I'm doing good."
or should I reply "I'm not good."
and be mistaken as attention-seeking APB?
I am not good- ladies and gentlemen, like my friend Shermin Ong, we hate real life! My two years of journey is only 50% through and yes I hate it I hate it I hate it! I can't have my life back anymore, not even myself. I lost myself, I lost the visions and goals I want in life.
That day when I look at myself in the mirror, I see really bad skin, pimples aside, totally not firm I must say. But I was not surprised. I mean how can a normal young boy without happiness and having sleepless nights have great complexion you tell me? Like I said, I was not surprised. But today, when I look at myself in the mirror, I was flabbergasted!!!
I CANNOT RECOGNIZED MYSELF.
WHO IS THIS UGLY BOY IN THE MIRROR?
Since a couple of months ago, I have already decided that Botox and Beijing 101 is the way for APB to go. I hear them calling my name and yes I am coming!
