I sat down at the club with Augustine yesterday and we wholeheartedly chatted on our inner thoughts and weaknesses, something I feel totally awkward about because we had always wanted to show the strong, independent and confident side of ourselves in front of each other, since we know each other about seven years ago.
There, he suggested me with some solutions to my weaknesses, something which he had been using to counter his own very similar weaknesses as well. I think it takes a lot of courage to think the way he thinks and handle the situations. I admire him and people like him. All I can say is that I am not there yet, I guess I have so much more things to learn in life especially like this period of time, where I am evolving from a boy to a guy.
These days, pessimistic thinking running through my mind here and there. I felt like the end of the world staying at home doing nothing in the broad daylight. Having no courage to ring anybody, I finally decided (after hours and hours of contemplating) to step out of the house to an adventure alone but the rain stopped me from doing so. Argh!
